NightsLikeThese

     There are just some nights where I want to stick my foot in my mouth and then I realize there is no rewind button so I have to suck it up and move on. I don't understand men sometimes...I just don't, what I said wasn't bad the person just has strong feelings towards that subject I guess, then I end up being the villian and I can't have a peaceful night because I spend the rest of my night trying to make him feel better. I think it's because men are missing that one part in their chromosomes...

     I want to be so mad sometimes but the feeling of love makes me think things over... I can't be mad, I have to realize that everybody has sore subjects and that one happens to be his. I want to make him feel better, but I also realize that he can't feel better unless he WANTS to feel better, so no matter what I say he will still be upset until he chooses to feel better. Life goes on I suppose... Just makes for one heck of a crappy night. I wanted to say goodnight, I love you and get a message back with the same sort of feeling to it, but you can just sense in the message that his nerves are still on edge. Oh well, tomorrow is another day with different feelings. So goodnight for now, we shall see what tomorrow holds.